The breeze was slightly cool. Gu Junlin's lips curled into a pleasant smile as he gradually approached Han Qingyue's residence..
In order to hurry up, he directly activated Berserk Mode. The process was wild and violent, without any gentleness at all..
Finally, in a limited time, successfully vent the desire in the heart.
It's just pity Yingying that silly girl…
Gu Junlin felt guilty when he remembered Bai Yingying's frightened and frightened eyes after he vented his anger and her sorry figure when she ran out of the door..
However, he felt that he could not be entirely blamed for this. When they were alone, Bai Yingying kissed him and always looked like a girl who was dissatisfied with her desires. This made him subconsciously overestimate her combat ability..
Who would have thought that during the pre-battle preliminary round, the crazy girl with extraordinary combat strength would perform so poorly in actual combat?
It had only been half an hour, and she was already crying and begging for mercy…
Thinking of this, Gu Junlin sighed and rubbed the space between his eyebrows. He regretted not accepting Bai Yingying's request because he was too smart. Instead, he chose to vent his desire, pull her up, hug her, and continue to attack her. He bullied her for dozens of minutes…
" Sigh, Yingying, I'm afraid she has a shadow in her heart…" Gu Junlin smiled bitterly..
The Nangong residence was very large, and the two of them lived not too close together. However, Gu Junlin was very fast. He walked ten meters at a time, and soon, he arrived at Han Qingyue's residence. It was a quiet courtyard.
Gu Junlin stood in front of the door and tidied up his clothes. He sniffed slightly to make sure that there was no lingering milky fragrance on his body. Then, he knocked on the door excitedly." Senior Sister?"
There was silence in the room. No one answered..
Gu Junlin took out his pocket watch and checked the time. He realized that there were still three minutes left before the appointed time..
He couldn't help but sigh inwardly. Senior Sister was a little rigid. She said to meet at twelve o'clock, so she met at twelve o'clock. She didn't even open the door a few minutes earlier..
Time passed slowly. For the first time, Gu Junlin felt that three minutes was such a long time..
Finally, it's time..
" Knock…" Gu Junlin knocked on the door again." Senior Sister, can I come in now?"
This time, there was still no response..
Gu Junlin's eyelids twitched suddenly. Something was wrong, so he knocked open the door and rushed in..
The scene in the room entered his eyes. His heart sank slightly. Han Qingyue was not in the room!
On the table, a piece of white stationery was pressed down by a corner of the tea table..
After a few steps, Gu Junlin felt like he was in mud and his feet weighed a thousand pounds. When he came to the table, he closed his eyes and took a deep breath. Then, he opened his eyes and took out the letter left by his senior sister to read..
Han Qingyue's handwriting was just like her personality, cold and elegant..
It says,"Junior Brother, after you left, I thought about a lot of things. I was at a loss, I was at a loss, and I regretted knowing you more.".
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" If time could be reversed, I think that I would never appear in front of you and the witch again. It would be best if we never met or met. That way, no matter who you like, I would not care. If I did not care, I would not be sad or sad…"
"Ever since I met you, I realized that I no longer look like myself. When I heard others call me Fairy, I couldn't help but wonder if they were really calling me Fairy."
"The former Fairy Qingyue was flawless and aloof. She was a natural talent in cultivation. After falling in love with you, she changed. She fell into the mortal world and became a jealous and crying little woman..
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To tell the truth, looking at the woman in the mirror with red eyes and red nose, even I feel strange and disgusted.
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"Junior Brother, Senior Sister really doesn't want to be a crying, annoying and tender girl. I want to be magnanimous, I want to laugh it off, I want to have the demeanor of a mother, but I can't do it. My heart hurts so much, and my tears flow uncontrollably..
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"Junior Brother, Senior Sister is really working very hard. She is trying very hard to convince her heart that you are the Lord of Heaven and Earth. It is impossible for me to be the only woman in this life. However, I really can't do it!"
"In my previous life, we were birds and fish. Birds like fish, but they can't go into the water. Fish like birds, but they can't go into the sky. After looking back millions of times, they can only miss it..
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" But in this life, we're not. We could have waited our entire lives, but you…why would you fall for someone else? Even if I had gone through thousands of reincarnations, I wouldn't be tempted until I met you. But why can't you do it? Why can't you be like me?"
" I don't understand. How can your heart accommodate so many people at the same time? I don't understand. I don't understand!"
" A heart is already incomplete. It's broken so completely. Can you still call it love if you pay for it?"
"Han Qingyue's realm is too low to understand. She's stingy, selfish, unable to share her love with others. She's not a qualified empress..
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"I think Yue Zhiyao might be a little better facing this kind of situation. At least, she's stronger than me. Even if her heart hurts, she won't shed tears, and she won't reveal her weak side..
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"Senior Sister wants to walk around, see fireworks that I have never seen before, and experience the joys and sorrows of mortals. I want to be alone and rest for a while..
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Don't look, don't read, stay cold moon.
After reading it, Gu Junlin sat down on his chair in a daze. There was so much pain in his senior sister's heart, but he didn't notice it at all. He even fantasized about a happy future life..
Suddenly, Gu Junlin's face was full of tears. He covered his heart in pain. The emotional fragments that had been sealed came one after another..
At the age of 20, he drew a picture of Fairy Mu Xue playing the piano. At the age of 300, when he left his school, he wrote on the picture with love,"Love only Yue Zhiyao.".
At this moment, he seemed to see a young man dressed in white standing on a mountain peak. He asked angrily," Why did you change? Why did you go back on your promise?!"
" Gu Junlin, what do you think you are? The Lord of Heaven and Earth? The Emperor that everyone respects? Pui, you're just a half-hearted villain who betrayed himself!"
" Without Palace Master, you are nothing! You are not worthy of Palace Master, you are not worthy of her love! Unseal the memory and let me out!"
" If you don't cherish her, then I'll love her instead of you! I care about her more than you and anyone else in the world. I won't make her sad or cry!"
A series of deafening questions rushed straight into Gu Junlin's mind, which made his heart feel like a knife, and his head hurt..
After a long time, the pain disappeared. Gu Junlin smiled self-deprecatingly." Gu Junlin, you're really a coward. Whether it was in the past or now…"
After this experience, he finally understood that the previous him clearly had more and better ways to accept Meng Wuyou, but he chose to seal his memories. This method was full of risks and uncertainties..
That's because today's scene, he had expected it.
He did not know how to face the heartbroken Yue Zhiyao, nor did he know how to face it. Deep in his heart, that young self whose eyes were full of Yue Zhiyao, so he chose to escape..
Han Qingyue's departure without saying goodbye was like a heavy hammer, smashing Gu Junlin into a daze and losing his direction in life..
He suddenly wanted to escape. He wanted to completely unlock his memories. He gave the right to choose to the memories of the present and combine them with the memories of the past to create a new self..
Just as this thought grew stronger, his hand touched the wet tears on the paper..
This made his heart tremble. Does this mean that Senior Sister has just left and hasn't gone far yet? If he goes after her now, can he still catch up with her?
"That's right, it must be like this!"
Gu Junlin wiped away his tears and regained his spirits." Senior Sister asked me to meet her at twelve o'clock. She must have been confused and didn't make a complete decision! She gave me a chance to ask her to stay!"